I HATE CANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!

My mom emailed me a pic of Mr.Henry yesterday and it was a devastating blow how can a man who was so strong and vibriant just a few months a go look so weak and lifeless.The doctors didn't think he would last this long ,they gave him til Sunday yet today is Wednesday.As I sit here with tears in my eyes I can barely see the keyboard letters but I have to write I have to get these feelings out of me.It's hard to sit back and watch a loved one die.And my poor mother she is hurting so bad she told me he's dying and there's nothing she can do to help him.Cancer is a very mean disease and it just don't care how or who's life it devastates.Not one single person deserves it.Yet I do know that God is a healer and a miracle worker and He will turn a tragedy into something good.But right now I am hurting ooh so bad that my faith is falling weak. Why does this monster have to live here on earth with us. All it does is rob families of their happiness it's nothing but a destroyer with no heart and I hate it.It's trying to steal joy by taking Mr Henry's life and no matter what happens I know we are all destined for death but if we live right according to God and obey and beleive in Jesus we will live forever in Heaven.And with that truth I feel alot better.I just needed to vent and I thank you for allowing me a part of your time.Time it's not promised so that's why I have to continue to fight this weight so that I can have time to enjoy being the girl on the outside that I am in the inside.I know there are more battles that lie ahead of me but I am determined to fight with all my might no matter what it brings.