He Loves Me!!!!!!!!!!!

Well things are really progressing with Dee.He told me he's in love with me.I love him too but I'm not in love because it's hard to beleive someone really cares for me,and accept me for who I am.We have keys to each others apt,we get along well and not just a sexual relationship we are friends.We share so much with each other that we haven't even told others.I feel safe and comfortable with him.He works a lot so we put in as much time as we can together and it works for us.And me not use to having someone adore me whom I actually wanna be with I keep messing it up.I don't know how to be in love and just let love happens.I'm always trying to controll every situation so I want get hurt.And its not fair to him.I'm constantly questioning his feelings for me and he keeps reassuring me on a daily basis that its me he wants.I asked him why he loves me and he gave me so many wonderful reasons things that I didn't even know about myself.I been so busy self-bashing myself because of my wt that I never took the time out to see that I am a beautiful person and capable of being loved.My problem is how do I stop being so frantic and just let love happen.And I really beleive he loves me when he looks at me I see pure admiration,his eyes has this glaze filled with sunshine when I walk in the room.He's patient and understanding and He loves me.