A bad day

I'm not having a very good day sitting here feelin sorry for myself.I've walked a mile and a half haven't exceeded my points yet,but I know I am cause I want some icecream.I'm mad at me for letting myself gain all this wt why didn't I do some about it along time ago I look at myself in the mirror and I get discusted and I feel like there is no way I can lose 100 lbs.I'm hopeless and its useless and what is all the work for anyway I 'm still gone be all alone.I look around at my life and it's so boring and I guess I eat for enjoyment or pleasure.Who knows.But at this very moment I am just discusted and I feel like God hates me although that's impossible God is love and He loves me more than I could ever love myself.Thank God for that.Tomorrow is another day maybe I will feel alot better.