Lemon bars

I ate 2 lemon bars today oh they were so good it took everything in me not to eat more.But I knew I had to stay within my point limit.But tomorrow is another day and I'm sure I will have another one.I joined my church choir tonite I'm really glad I did cause I been promising myself I would cause God has been so good to me I got to express it.I found a community center with a gym that I can go exercise at for free so now I have no excuse when it rains and the best thing is it is FREE! So I told myself I will go over there at least 3 x a wk.I still can't beleive I have lost 34 lbs and I still don't see a difference I guess it will take about a 50 lbs or more so it will be next year before I can see a change.I hate having all this wt on me cause it's really not healthy I have border line high blood pressure and its a blessing that with all this fat on me that's the only health issue I have and I want to live as long as I can to see my kids grow up to be productive with families of their own.That alone should keep me motivated.