Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I DON'T LIKE THIS!

I can't seem to find out what's stalling my wt loss.I've been staying within my pt allotment. I've been exercising but I haven't loss one single pound in 2 wks.Jan 6 was the last time I saw the scale move.But I refuse to give up I have not loss 55 lbs for nothing.And the truth is I really can see a difference and I really wanna lose 25 more lbs by my birthday aug 21. I don't want to go on a diet of stict restrictions because that will defeat the purpose of ww so the best thing for me to do is just keep doing what I'm doing and pray that it will show soon.I like this ww pts because it gives me balance and insight.And I don't feel like I'm on a diet I can actually live like this for the rest of my life eating in this manner.That's why its so hard for me to understand why have'nt the scale moved.I'm even thinking about skipping my weighin tomorrow to keep from hearing more diappointing news either up a smidge which was less than half a lb or still the same.But don't get me wrong I would rather stay the same than to gain anything.I feel a little selfish here people have lost their lives during the earthquake in Haiti and I'm crying over now moving the scale.God forgive me for being selfish and continue to use me as your vessel.God you have been so good to me and I know You are not done with me yet Thank You for loving me just the way I am.Thank You for giving me the strength to make changes in my life.I know this road will not be easy travel yet I know I will safely arrive to my destination.Amen

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