I'm Really Trying

Today was weighin it wasn't a good one, yet it wasn't a bad one. I didn't gain any wt ,yet I didn't lose either and I've really been working hard this week. I started doing the walk at home program 2 miles, sometimes I do 3. But I know what the problem is. I haven't been eating all my points ,this happened before when I didn't eat all my points, but the truth is sometimes I just don't be hungry ,so why eat if you're full but I got to start getting those points in.So I'm not really angry but I wanted to lose a lb this week so now I got to work extra hard to lose 2 lbs for next week and I will do it.I'm going to plan my meals with the points and eat only that.On a good note I took a pic this morning in my swimsuit that I wore on july 30 and the results were awsome you can really see a big difference so that has really lifted my spirit.And I know I will lose 25 more by my birthday aug 21.So when I put that swimsuit on the next time it will be looking even better.Because I am really trying to get this unneccessary wt off my body.It scares me to think that being fat is going to kill me.I just can't let that happen .So I'm really going to try even harder.