Divorce

I missed my weigh in today but it's ok I did ok this week.I went to see an attorney today about getting a divorce from my estranged hubby.We've been separated for 5 yrs so it was time.It still scares me to start over again.I feel like I want ever have the right man because for one I'm over weight and over 40 my chances for true romance seem slim.For the past 5 years I've secretly hoped that my husband would fall back in love with me but the truth was I didn't love myself.I thought since I was fat I had to accept whoever wanted me but that's a lie.Being overweight doesn't mean you are not capable of being loved.Today when I was out I saw several people I hadn't seen in a long time and they all were telling me how good I look and it really made me feel good because it keeps me motivated and to keep pushing forward to my next goal.And I really beleive God will send me a God-fearing man who will appreciate me no matter what.I'm also kinda sad because my marriage was such a failure that it had to end in divorce.Divorce it sounds like death to me but who says I can't be reborn?Yeah thats it It's my REBIRTH!