Slow as a turtoise yet still a winner!

Today I feel sorta sad and I don't quite get the emotions of it all.I'm proud of myself for the weightloss thus far.But it seems to have come to a halt.It's creeping off and all I do is obsess over the scale.And after I eat its up then I try to walk a lil bit thinking thats going to help but then in the morning its back ok then later the same thing and sometimes I don't want to eat scared of gaining the wt back its all so ridicilus.That its actually making me sick.This is my last weighin for this year my 12 wks will be up but I may sign back up for 12 more after the new year I'll see how I feel.I really beleive I can do it cause I started out with determination and I still have it so I want to take advantage of it while I can.My son started his diet today at first he was going to do an all cereal diet eating 3 meals a day of only a bowl of cereal I told him thats not good so now its 2 meals a day of cereal and a sensible dinner and 2 fruit snacks he also said he worked out so thats pretty good.I pray that he succeeds cause this is what he wanted to do all on his on and I'm proud of him.You know sometimes I want to just give in and accept the wt I am but then I know I wouldn't be happy.Just because its coming off very slow now doesn't mean it isn't coming off ,you see I 'm like the turtoise and the hare I may be moving slow but I'm moving and not only did the turtle finish the race.He won the race.Winner!!!!