SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!

Well weigh in went very well yesterday.I actually lost 1.4 lbs and I was really shocked and wasn't expecting a loss cause it seems like I been stuck in a rut.But I'm halfway to goal # 2.Can you beleive 50 lbs in 4 months but I think it may take a lil longer for the next 50 because the weather is holding me back from my walking but I will try to find me an alternative just haven't got there yet my will is still here but something haas got me in a slump and I can't really say what it is cause I don't even know.My( separated) husband called and said he has money for the girls and to come pick it up.I'm shocked that he called so late in the game we hadn't heard from him in 2 months.He always dissappoints the children and I don't beleive he gone come thru this time either.We shall see.I don't understand how I ever got involved with him in the first place I must have been desperate at the time.But anyway I went to a Christmas party and of course I pigged out but I hadn't ate much today so I estimated that I only went over 2 points.But I got some exercise in before hand.Plus I want return to ww for 2 wks and I'm glad I don't have to obsess over the scale but I am going to keep following my point system.I only got one more party and I just may ditch it no I forgot that the girls have to take some food.But I will behave.I'm tired of eating like I'm crazy anyway and I really don't want this wt back cause by my birthday I'm expecting a big surprise thats 8 months away and I want to drop 25 lbs by then.And what a surprise that will be.I can't wait.