What is .2 lbs?

I tell you this weight stuff is a headache.Here I am thinking I'm doing very well and I'm not doing anything.Weigh in was today and I only lost .2 lbs what is that thats a deep breathe.I felt so awful but still it wasn't a gain cause I have been eating too much junk but I call myself staying within my points but I haven't been exercising like I should either I got too many excuses its too cold outside for me to walk which it really is on some days but still I got those resistance bands I could use those or do a dvd from the cable.Then I was taking a few of those alli tablets ,to keep the fat from absorbing, hell don't look like that works too good either ,so don't go wasting your money on that.Then there's the green tea it keeps me going to the bathroom but thats all that does.I find myself being attracted to sweets lately.Indulging in chocalate and I had a piece of cheesescake 3 times this week no 2 and 1 last week anyway thats not good for me.I'm trying to eat my lonlines away during this time of year I really miss my granny then I don't have no companionship.I'm 40 yrs old and I feel left out.My life is just a mere existence.I go thru my daily routine with my eyes closed,cause I know every move by heart.I want out of the church now no I take that back I meant to say choir because its too demanding of my time that I already spend alone.Sometimes I don't think losing weight is going to help me at all.I kinda feel useless.I don't know my purpose.What does God have in mind for me.I'm really feeling let down.If it wasn't for my kids my life would probaly be in vain.It really feels good to let this out I just felt a piece of wt fall off my shoulder.Oh that must have been that .2 lb.Lol.