Sunday, December 27, 2009

A BIG GAIN!!!!!!!!!

I haven't been to my ww meetings since the week of Dec.19.And already I have gained about 5 to 6 lbs in less than 2 wks.I am dissappointed in myself yet I knew what the consequences would be, plus I haven't been exercising.But I got back on track with the pts system yesterday and I did walk both yesterday and today.And tomorrow I will do some kind of movement.I find even if I move for 15 minutes it helps and gives me 2 pts of exercise.I want to buy me some equipment next month to have for my rainy days.And lately I've been having a sugar craving have to have sweets which is trully un-neccessary.My pitiful husband didn't get the girls anything for Christmas and he didn't even bother to wish them a Merry one at that.At first I was really upset but I have cooled some but it did give me the boost I need to go forward with the divorce I so want even if I got to pay for it.I tell you when you are trying to kick a bad habit there's always another one waiting around the corner to set you back but I got The Power of God in me and I will win.When I return to ww on the 6 of Jan I will have got at least 3 of those 6 lbs off.I'm back to serious effects for real results now.I will do this.God said I can.So to hell with that gain it has no power here.Its just a big gain that will in turn be a greater loss.

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