"45"

Yippie! I lost 45 big ones.It has been hard too.I keep jumping on the scales when I eat a big meal or too many sweets its crazy I know.I am so happy that the weight is really coming off but not very many people have noticed that it's a large amount today my friend said it looks like you've loss a lil weight I politely said yes I have but I really wanted to scream out that I've loss more than a lil weight I've loss 45 lbs.Today at weighin I lost 3.4 lbs almost another gold star but next week I will.But the thought of Thanksgiving jus sounds like a pound of two gained but I'll try my best to controll it.I really feel good just a lil paranoid about gainin wt I don't ever want to be this big ever again.I'm about 10 lbs away from my first goal, and 60 from my 2nd one.I keep this pic of me in my purse to remind me not to overeat its a pic of me at my heaviest 355lbs what a lot of wt to carry around.But that is over.I'm just so excited about my 45 I will sleep with a smile tonite. 45 gone for good!!!!!!