Yippie!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was a great day at the scale I lost 4.8 lbs this week I almost got another gold star.I was .2 short.What in the hell is .2 not even a 4th of a pound but its ok I'll get it next week.But I am so proud of me.I've lost a total of 41 lbs I have 14 to go to reach my 1st goal.It was really a hard week I been walking 3 miles just about everyday except Sunday.Sunday is my day of complete rest.I watch my pts and may dig into my extra pts if I want to and I don't do any exercises that's my pleasure day and I deserve that for all my hard work during the week.I'm thinking about getting banded next year because I don't want all my hard work to go to waste but if I stay focus and do whats right I may not have too.It's sad carrying around a whole other person you don't even know.The more I lose of her the more I feel alive.We only get this one life and I want to make the most of it.I get so mad at myself when I think about why did I wait til I was 40 to realize I needed to change.But nevertheless I'm very happy that I did start something new.I don't feel sorry for myself as a fact I love me and now I'm going to show me LOVE. Yippie!!!